somehow.

somehow the raindrops on my skin does not make me moan anymore.
am I turning into something I've feared I would?
if you return to me at last, I would answer .

tell me that you need because i love you so much.

7- dreamscape ~through a caleidoscope~

this mirrors can't take me home.

this pain can't take me home.

this mirrors are always broken.

this pain can't be forgotten.

the grief of the heart became stronger

the tears on my face became heavier

my dreaming awake was in vain

as my dreams vanished in the wind

and I'm not going anywhere

wake me up, take my hand

my breath has slowed down.

leave me here, dropped on the floor

as you run out the door

and I'm not going anywhere.

6- a promise beneath a veil

on a frail veil
you came from the night
smiling towards a empty place
like you used to do
when you were here

but you've said goodbye,
you've said goodbye
and you never came back
like you said you would.

will I wait on the longest night of this year
I asked when your scent was still on the air
you turned your back
you said goodbye
you never came back
and the veil turned black.

5- what your eyes are made of

I felt the pain I thought I would never feel
I found the truth I thought I would never find
And now all that remain is a porcelain heart and twelve dreams.
One for each month,
One for each me.

And then it came falling down from the sky.
It was a part of my universe.
Everything is falling.
Everything is disappearing.
And all that remains are broken thoughts and a porcelain heart.

And my eyes are like pearls of glass.

i was blessed with a curse.

Ever since this began, I was blessed with a curse.
And for better or for worse I was born into a hearse.
I know I said my heart beats for you. I was lying girl, it beats for two.
Because I got your love and I got these voices.
Take back every word I've said, ever said to you.

Ever since this began, I was blessed with a curse.
And for better or for worse I was born into a hearse.
I know I said my heart beats for you. I was lying girl.
I've been lying to you...
Everything I touch turns to stone.
So wrap your arms around me, and leave me on my own.

4- forgetmenot

I've been walking on air
with all my time
as you went down my throat
taking my breath as the wind
I sat there waiting for you
and your arms open wide
so I could be back on time
and fall asleep tonight
my thoughts were part of this
all the time of our life
but I never had anyone to share
my upside down world
my broken clean soul
as you walked down the road
walk closer, I've got to see you
beneath the air I breath

I've closed the door
to my tiny imaginary
and I sold all the memories
so you'd fade away for real
but I thought I would be lonely
So I brought back your life
So you could live here
and laugh as much as you want
and you would bring me forget-me-nots
and I would take away their petals
because you're the only thing that matters
beneath the air I breath

i will search for the emeral sword.

"Only a warrior with a clear heart
could have the honour to be kissed by the sun
Yes, I am that warrior I followed my way
led by the force of cosmic soul I can reach the sword
On the way to the glory I'll honour my sword
to serve right ideals and justice for all

For the king for the land for the mountains
for the green valleys where dragons fly
for the glory the power to win the black lord
I will search for the emerald sword"